HER ELUSIVE
shes doing it wrong loving , and being true to him shes asking for something in silent whispers in cryptic impulses she wants perfection in her fullest control she wants a touch of her fantasy she lives by the moment she hangs on to every passing thought shes on the look out for those pricking flings shes selfish hes selfish shes obssessed with her and so is he but she never forgets how many times does she stay sleepless tossing and whining in hurt or resentment she wants a reciprical she wont say it she will peek the next day through the corners of her eyes and afraid she will see she will boil in her anger she will walk away she will say the worst but never what she should she doesnt retrieve joy from hurting the one she loves but shes hiding from something from asking for too much shes failed miserably at closure maybe having secrets and a tinted face keeps her alive yes she can trust but the tension of her well of tears is holding her b